There’s something about morning light through old windows. It doesn’t announce itself with fanfare. Just slides in sideways, stretching itself across wooden floors that have seen generations of footsteps. This morning, I found myself sitting at my desk, that solid oak table that’s carried the weight of books, coffee cups, and half-formed ideas for longer than I’ve been alive.
I put on my hat today. Not for anyone else. Just felt right having that brim shading my eyes while the rest of me soaked in the light. Sometimes you need that balance – to see clearly while being partially hidden.
The notebook sits open. White space waiting. People talk about writer’s block like it’s some wall you hit, but that’s not quite it. It’s more like standing at the edge of a vast field, knowing you could walk in any direction. The problem isn’t that you can’t move – it’s that you could move anywhere.
I’m not dressed for anyone’s approval.
The cup beside me has gone half-cold. That’s the thing about inspiration – it makes you forget the practical world. Time passes differently when you’re scratching thoughts onto paper. The tea waiting patiently while my hand moves across the page reminds me: we all exist in multiple time frames at once. The slow cooling of liquid. The quick flash of thought. The ancient stillness of wooden beams and walls.
This old chair creaks when I shift my weight. These objects we surround ourselves with – they’re not just things. They’re witnesses. This chair knows more about my writing habits than any human. Has felt every fidget, every moment of frustration, every time inspiration finally arrived and my body went still except for the movement of hand on paper.
What am I writing? Does it matter? The act itself contains something sacred. Connection with self. The physical trace of thought made visible. In a world increasingly digital, there remains something necessary about the friction of pen on paper – that small resistance that reminds you creation requires effort.
Outside, the world continues. People walk dogs. Cars pass. Clouds rearrange themselves into shapes no one will remember. But here, in this small space of morning light and concentration, something different happens. Time folds in on itself. Past and future collapse into the point of the pen. For a few hours, I exist fully in the act of making something from nothing.
And isn’t that enough? This small rebellion against the emptiness. This insistence that our inner worlds deserve expression. Not because they’re extraordinary, but precisely because they’re not. Because in the commonplace thoughts that pass through an ordinary mind on an average morning, there might be one thread worth pulling – one sentence that, when written down, reminds us why we bother with any of this at all.
The page fills. The light shifts. Another morning passes. But something remains that wasn’t there before. And maybe that’s all we can ask of ourselves – to leave some small evidence that we were here, awake and paying attention.
~ dk